Boston Market opens in 25 minutes. First thing I thought of when I looked at the clock.
It’s too cold to walk anywhere. Dammit.
Drinking my second cup of coffee. Yay!
Got Criminal Minds on pause, S5:E16, while listening to music. Couldn’t tell you why. Also couldn’t tell you why my hands are sweaty. Kinda annoying. Suddenly paused the music and restarted Criminal Minds. Damn…
Got the fucking talk from dad again. I don’t think he noticed that I didn’t wanna hear it. Again. Way to ruin my morning.
What happened to “unsolicited opinions do nothing but piss people off”?
Why am I about to cry over a fucking television show? Good character development, that’s why.
First Giddeon leaves and now J.J. is called in my the pentagon. The fuck is that? Making people care about the characters and then making them leave. Wait, forgot about Haley. Probably because I wasn’t invested in her until her life was in danger so, by that point, I was kinda emotionally numb. I was reacting more to the possibility of Jack being in danger, but that was because he’s a kid. I’ve always related more to kids.
Reid, why did you cut your hair? Because it was probably out of the actor’s control. Probably.
The only notable things to write down today are the Criminal Minds episodes. That and typing up my journal entries. Again. I didn’t remember writing them. Still don’t, actually. And I just looked back at the 30th. I remember bits and pieces. Not sure whether or not my taking a benedryl at 8 had anything to do with it, but I’m hoping.
I posted to my Become Empowered blog for the first time in exactly a month. How the hell did I manage that? Impulse? I posted about “Unusual Facts” that were on my FB wall. I use it mainly for those purposes. I have followed a bunch of inspirational and educational pages. I share the interesting stuff.
A group of owls is called a parliament.
The highest scoring soccer game was 149-0.
During pregnancy, if an organ is damaged, the baby sends stem cells to fix the damage.
Chocolate has a chemical in it that induces love.
All those were from “Unusual Facts”. I feel like I’m missing one, but that’s okay. I’ll check the blog later.
I didn’t eat much all day. I had 2 cups of coffee, wasted a third, a pop-tart, a can of coke zero and two hot dogs. Could be why I have a headache. I’ve been drinking water most of the day, but that doesn’t help seeing as how I’m not in the habit of drinking water all day.
I’m trying to cancel my gamingjobsonline.com account. I asked them about it. They haven’t contacted me. Nor has the publishing company. I’m at a bit of a loss.
The only reason why I got the job at Boston Market was because they didn’t put me through a formal interview. I went in and they asked me when I could start. I applied to Robeks, went through the interview and didn’t get the job. And I actually wanted that one. I applied to the Giant and they never called me. Or, if they did, I ignored them because I didn’t recognize the number. Fuck.
But, even then, with the rate I’ve been going at failed interviews, I need a job from home. But in order to get said job I would probably have to go through the damn interview process. Which is so damn STUPID!
Why don’t they let people do the job for a couple of weeks to a month and then pick whichever person does the best work? That way the people who DON’T get the job can have a little money in their pocket while they search for another job. Just because someone does well in the interview doesn’t mean they will do well at the job!
My mom keeps going at me to take interpersonal communication courses. The fuck does that even mean? “Interpersonal” means “of or pertaining to the relations between persons”, so does that mean I don’t know how to relate to people? I beg to differ. People don’t know how to relate to me.
If I don’t feel like dealing with people, it shows. I can’t hide that. I’ve never been able to. That’s what happens when your entire life you’ve been told, “All you have is your word. You break that, you have nothing”. Communicating with people is only an issue over the phone because I can’t see their faces. People can hide how they feel with their voices. Body language gives people away.
I applied at GameStop. Interviewed. Didn’t get it. Knew I wouldn’t.
I applied to Panera Bread. Interviewed. Didn’t get it. Knew I wouldn’t.
Mom accused me of doing it on purpose. Great support, bitch. I move in with my dad and I get a job in a couple of weeks. Granted, no interview, but that still says something. The area you’re in has something to do with it.
Took a quick look at my LinkedIn profile. Made a few changes. Unfortunately, if I want to make anymore, I’ll have to go to the website.
Made some adjustments to LinkedIn and tried to cancel with gamingjobsonline. Haven’t been able to get in contact with anyone. Will try again tomorrow. Now, before I go to bed:
Quote of an evening:
I think a hero is any person really intent on making this a better place for all people.